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[27 Mar 2005|01:20pm] |
yeah I'm still fucking here
HAppY FUCKING EasTer
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[23 Feb 2005|10:54am] |
ALRIGHT SO I'M FUCKING BACK!!
I've started keeping on journal on my fucking official site, so I thought, wtf might as well come back and give you muthafuckers a thrill.
Been on tour and shit, working on a studio cd or two. HA!
And did a couple songs for a Rush tribute album.
You can check out a clip of TOM SAWYER here.
I'll come up with some long shit about my life and all that next post.
PEACE OUT!
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FOREVER WILD DVD in US stores JUNE 1 2004 !
FIRST EVER SEBASTIAN BACH DVD!
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[13 Aug 2003|12:20pm] |
SUSA IF YOU DON'T FUCKING CALL ME I'M GOING TO HAVE A FUCKING STROKE.
I'M NOT GONNA FUCKING TELL YOU I TOLD YOU SO OR ANYTHING. I GET WHY YOU'RE FUCKING PISSED AND HURT, BUT YOU AREN'T STUPID, BABY, YOU'RE JUST HONEST AND FUCKING LOYAL AND TOO FUCKIN GOOD FOR ALL THIS SHIT.
SO SUSANNA OR ANYONE WHO KNOWS, CALL ME AND TELL ME WHERE THE FUCK YOU ARE
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| I FUCKING LOVE YOU STILL |
[06 Aug 2003|09:47pm] |
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HEY MUTHAFUCKERS!!
MISS ME?
FUCK I'VE BEEN WORKING MY ASS OFF TRYIN TO CHOOSE SOME TOURING MUSICIANS TO HIT THE ROAD WITH ME SOON, AND DAMN IF EVERYONE AND THEIR FUCKING MOTHER DIDN'T SEND IN A DEMO TO ME TO HEAR. I'VE STILL GOT ABOUT A 1000 I HAVEN'T EVEN FUCKING OPENED. WE HAD TO TELL EVERYONE TO STOP FUCKING SENDING 'EM OR WE WERE NEVER GONNA GET THROUGH 'EM.
I'M WORKING ON MY DVD FOREVER WILD AND THE NEW ALBUM IS FUCKING ROCKING GREAT. DESMOND CHILD AND I HAVE BEEN WRITING SOME KILLER TUNES. HI THINK YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING LIKE 'EM.
NOT MUCH ELSE TO TALK THE FUCK ABOUT. OH SHIT I'M GONNE BE ON VH-1 I LOVE THE 70'S COMING UP ON THE 18TH SO GO FUCKING WATCH.
THAT'S IT.
PEACE OUT MUTHAFUCKERS.
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[06 Jul 2003|01:03pm] |
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MIKE MONROE CAN DRINK 10 TIMES THE LIQUOR OF 3 PEOPLE AND STILL KEEP FUCKING TALKING. SUSANNA AND I HUNG OUT WITH HIM FOR A FEW LATE LAST NIGHT OR EARLY THIS MORNING, TALKIN AND MOSTLY FUCKING WATCHING HIM DRINK.
IT WAS A MOTHERFUCKING TRIP.
THE SHOW ROCKED, EVERYONE'S SHOW, NOT JUST MIKE'S AND AFTER THAT I CHECKED OUT A HOTEL ROOM PARTY GONE FUCKING WRONG FOR JUST A LITTLE BIT.
LINKING IS FUN BUT NAMES WITH THE LINKS ARE BETTER SO HERE'S THE SHIT:
SUSANNA WAS FUCKING COOL, BEAUTIFUL AND THE ONLY GIRL THERE, SO SHE HELD HER OWN WITH A BUNCH OF DRUNK STUPID MEN, ME INCLUDED, MOST OF THE NIGHT. WE HUNG OUT WITH MIKE AND PARTED AT THE DOOR TO HER AND VALO'S ROOM. AFTER THAT, YOU'LL HAVE TO CHECK IT OUT WITH HER.
VALO WAS MORE FUCKING DECENT THEN I FUCKING EXPECTED AND ROCKED THE HOUSE AT THE FESTIVAL. WE SHOULD TALK TATS SOMETIME MAN.
ANDREA SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THERE AND MADE ME FEEL FUCKING OLD. KID, STICK WITH THE GIRLS OR THE BOYS WHO SHOWER FROM NOW ON. LMAO. I'M NOT TELLIN YOUR AUNT BECAUSE HELL, THERE AIN'T SHIT SHE COULD DO TO YOU, WORSE THAN...HAHAHA YEAH.
THE REST OF HIM I DIDN'T GET TO TALK TO YOU GUYS MUCH, BUT THE SHOW FUCKING ROCKED AND IT WAS COOL TO MEET YOU.
ALRIGHT, THAT'S THE FUCKING DOWN LOW ON THE NIGHT.
PEACE OUT PEOPLE
OH YEAH...AND TO HANNAH WOOD, IF YOU HAD A QUESTION ABOUT MY FUCKING BALLS YOU SHOULDA ASKED ME LAST NIGHT WHEN I WAS SITTING RIGHT FUCKING THERE. CAN'T FUCKING DO THAT? THEN DON'T SAY SHIT ABOUT ME.
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| A TRIP INTO HELL |
[04 Jul 2003|12:57am] |
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SO MIKE MONROE CALLED ME UP THE OTHER DAY AND TOLD ME HE CAN'T FUCKING DO ONE MORE FUCKING SHOW WITHOUT ME COMING AND KICKING HIS ASS SO I'M ON A PLANE TO GODDAMNED MOTHERFUCKING FINLAND TO HIT RUISROCK.
I TOLD HIM NO. SHIT I TOLD HIM NO A MILLION FUCKING TIMES, BUT I WANT A REASON TO SEE HER AND SMELL HER HAIR, EVEN IF IT'S JUST AS SHE WALKS BY ME. NOT THAT ANYONE COULD FUCKING WALK PAST ME WITHOUT STOPPING. HA
THAT WILL ANNOY VALO, BUT ANNOYING HIM IS ONLY FUCKING FUN IF HE ISN'T DRUNK ON HIS ASS. WHEN HE'S FUCKING DRUNK SUSANNA ENDS UP CRYING BECAUSE HE'S HANGING OUT WITH ONE OF HIS LAME ASS GROUPIES. FUCK
OH FUCKING WELL, HAPPENS WITH ME THERE AND WE'RE IN THE WIND.
FUCK GOTTA GO
HASTA LA VISTA BABY
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[25 Jun 2003|03:49pm] |
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STILL WORKING ON THE NEW CD, TOOK SOME TIME OFF TO HANG OUT IN VEGAS WITH MEAT LOAF AND STEVE ADLER, ENDED UP NOT RECORDING SHIT WITH SLASH. THAT DUDE'S A GOOD FRIEND BUT ABOUT AS FUCKING RELIABLE AS AXL IS SOMETIMES. THEY OUGHTA GET TEH FUCK BACK TOGETHER AND MAKE A REAL BAND AND STOP SCREWING AROUND.
AIN'T GONNA FUCKING HAPPEN BUT OH WELL.
SO, YEAH ABOUT MONTH AGO, HELL LESS THAN THAT BUT I'M FUCKING HIGH SO I NEVER KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS..ANY FUCKIN WAY, I'M LOOKING FOR SOME KICK ASS MUSICIANS TO TOUR WITH ME. YOU CAN BE NEW OR OLD AS LONG AS YOU CAN ROCK. I PUT IT ON MY WEB SITE AND GOT A SHIT LOAD OF MAIL FROM ALL OVER THE FUCKING WORLD. SOME OF THE DEMOS REALLY ROCK TOO!
IF YOU'RE A KICK ASS DRUMMER NAMED DAN, MAN YOU DIDN'T SEND ME AN EMAIL ADDRESS OR PHONE NUMBER OR ANY SHIT TO GET AHOLD OF YOU AND I FUCKING WANT TO SO YOU GET AHOLD OF ME, DUDE.
THAT'S ALL THAT'S FUCKING HAPPENING WITH ME.
THAT AND WHO DOES NOT GIVE A SHIT WHO ACTED LIKE AN ASS AND GOT KICKED OUT OF MBP? YEAH THAT'S FUCKING ME. IF YOU ACTED LIKE AN ASS YOU DESERVE IT. LIFE AIN'T FAIR.
AND WHO THINKS A ONE LINER IS SOMETIMES THE FUNNIEST SHIT THERE IS AND THERE OUGHTA BE A BETTER FUCKING WAY TO REGULATE THIS SHIT THAN THAT. FUCK! I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF THE WHOLE FUCKING FRIENDS PAGE BEING FULL OF CRAP.
HOW ABOUT WRITE ONE LINE OR 100, BUT MAKE THE RULE DON'T FUCKING HUMILIATE SOMEONE IN THE FUCKING PROCESS OR BETTER FUCKING YET, JUST GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND MOVE ON.
CHRIST!!
AND I THOUGHT I COULD BE ANNOYING.
MONA I STILL LIKE YOUR TITS
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[13 Jun 2003|10:51pm] |
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HOW COME THE COOLEST FUCKING PEOPLE ALWAYS GET THE MOST FUCKED UP? THEY SAY ARTISTS TEMPERMENTS ARE FRAGILE AND SHIT, BUT susanna_j HAS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG. STRONGER THAN ALOT OF FUCKING PEOPLE.
BUT NOT NOW. NOW SHE'S JUST SAD. NOT FUCKING DESPONDENT OR COMATOSE OR ANY OVERLY DRAMATIC SHIT, BUT JUST FUCKING SAD.
COULD YOU JUST NOT FUCKING STAND IT THAT SHE WAS STRONGER AND BRAVER THAN YOU. YOU HAD TO LULL HER BACK IN JUST TO FUCKING TEAR HER DOWN OR WHAT. I HATE FUCKING SEEING HER LIKE THIS. DO YOU EVEN CARE HOW SHE IS?
FUCK IT.
I'M GOING BACK TO BED, SHE ONLY SEEMS OKAY AT ALL WHEN I HOLD HER AND EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING.
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I KEEP FUCKING SAYING THAT EVERYTHING WOULD RUN A HELL OF A LOT SMOOTHER AND PEOPLE WOULD JUST FUCKING CHECK WITH ME BEFORE THEY DO SHIT.
I COULD TELL THEM WHEN THEY'RE DOIN SOME STUPID SHIT AND THEN STEER THEM IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION.
SUSANNA IS IN GERMANY OR SOME OTHER GOD FORSAKEN EUROPEAN COUNTRY, WITH DEAD BOY. I'M PISSED AND ANNOYED AND MOSTLY AT MYSELF. I SHOULDA FUCKING FLOWN OVER THERE BEFORE SHE LEFT AND REMINDED HER WHY SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO. TOO FUCKING LATE NOW.
NOT THAT SHE WON'T BE BACK. I MEAN, HELL WHO WOULD TURN THEIR BACK ON ALL THIS? NO ONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. SO IT'LL FUCKING WORK OUT, BUT DAMN I HATE FUCKING WAITING.
NOT THAT I WON'T
I JUST FUCKING HATE IT
YEAH SO FUCKING WHAT, I LOVE HER, I'LL WAIT IF I FUCKING WANT TO. NOT LIKE I DON'T ALREADY KNOW HOW IT'S GONNA END.
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[05 May 2003|08:42pm] |
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AND I'M NOT A FUCKING PATIENT MOTHERFUCKER, ALTHOUGH I'VE BEEN TOLD I SHOULD BE A FUCKING PATIENT. FUCK.
I WAIT.
THEN I'M FUCKING PISSED AND TIRED OF FUCKING WAITING SO I'M ON THE PHONE CALLING ABOUT FLIGHTS TO FINBEERIA OR DARKMANLAND OR WHERE THE FUCK EVER I GOTTA GO, SINCE SOMEONE IS TOO FUCKING CONFUSED TO SEE WHAT THE FUCK IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER I'M GONNA FUCKING PUT IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.
OR I'M FLYING TO FUCKING HOLLYWOOD AND HIRING 100 HOOKERS TO CONFUSE ME. NAH, I'M HEADED TO GOTHY LAND, I GUESS. BUT I'M FUCKING CALLING HER FIRST.
STILL WAITING TO HEAR ABOUT THE VOCALIST GIG AND FUCK AGAIN I HATE FUCKING WAITING.
I SHOULD WRITE A FUCKING PORNO OR SOMETHING AND MAKE SOME EXTRA CASH ON THE SIDE. THEY SAY THAT ONE XXXBABE THAT NAMED HERSELF AFTER A STEVIE NICKS SONG WILL DO ANY FUCKING THING AND I DO MEAN ANYTHING. YEAH MOTHERFUCKER EVEN THAT, YOU SICK FUCK.
GONNA HIRE HER AND THOSE 100 HOOKERS AND MAKE MYSELF SOME FUCKING MONEY.
FUCK
THAT'S IT.
MARIA'S PISSED AT ME FOR FUCKING SWEARING TOO FUCKING MUCH. SHE TOLD ME TO FUCKING STOP IT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
PEACE
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[26 Apr 2003|11:53pm] |
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THE TRUTH ABOUT THIS IS SO FUCKING BORING THAT NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR IT, BUT HERE IT IS. SOME CLOSE BUDS OF MINE, ONE BEING SLASH AND OTHERS ARE PUTTING TOGETHER WHAT'S BEING CALLED THE NEXT GNR. FUCK I DON'T THINK ANYONE IN THE WORLD CAN EVER REPLACE AXL. HE'S FUCKING AMAZING. BUT YEAH I'VE DONE SOME SONGS AND JAMMED WITH THEM. DOES THAT MEAN I'M THE NEW LEAD SINGER FOR THE ASS-KICKINGEST ROCK AND ROLL BAND? FUCK NO.
DO I WANT IT? YEAH I FUCKIN WANT IT, BUT SO DO ALOT OF GUYS, ONE BEING SCOTT WEILAND AND HE MIGHT GET IT OR FUCK, I MIGHT GET IT.
HELL g_gershon MIGHT GET IT. SHE FRONTED FOR THEM AT SUNDANCE AND FROM WHAT I HEAR SHE KICKED SOME SERIOUS ASS.
SO I'M FUCKING WORKING ON THE VOICE, TALKED TO SOMEONE FROM BACH IN THE DAY EARLIER AND DAMN IF I CAN'T CONVINCE HER TO COME TO AMERICA AND VISIT ME I'M GONNA THINK I'M LOSIN MY FUCKIN TOUCH. SHE AIN'T NO SELL-OUT BULLSHIT RICH ASS BITCH AND NOT A GROUPIE DOING NOTHIN BUT FOLLOWIN BANDS TOO MANY YEARS LATER EITHER, SO I'M GONNA LEAVE OUT HER NAME FOR NOW, BUT THAT'S ABOUT FUCKING IT. SHE'S HOT AND HELL WE'VE BOTH BEEN JESUS, SOUNDS GOOD TO ME.
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| MY BIRTHDAY WAS 21 DAYS AGO |
[24 Apr 2003|02:03pm] |
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I'M BACK.
WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN BAS? YEAH LET ME TELL YA, I WAS OUT ON THE ROAD BEING JESUS, A PART PERFECT FOR ME IN SO MANY WAYS AND NOW I'M NOT. A BUNCH OF SHIT HAPPENED. PERSONAL AND CREATIVE DIFFERENCES IS WHAT WE'RE CALLING IT. THAT FUCKING MEANS THEY WANTED JESUS NOT BACH FROM THE BEGINNING AND THE FACT THAT THE SHOW WAS SELLING OUT BECAUSE OF BACH WASN'T ALWAYS SITTIN TOO WELL WITH THE MONEY MEN. THAT AND SOME MINOR LITTLE THING ABOUT ME DOING INSTORES AND PROMOTING MY ALBUM INSTEAD OF THEM. FUCK! I GOTTA GET THAT SHIT IN WHENEVER I CAN.
ANYWAY, ANYONE DISAPPOINTED, EMAIL THEM, CALL THEM, I SAID I'D STAY AND FINISH IT OUT BUT YA KNOW HOW PEOPLE GET WHEN THEY'RE PISSED. IRRATIONAL MUTHATRUCKERS.
THAT'S ABOUT FUCKING IT FOR NOW
THE DVD FOREVER WILD ALL ABOUT ME ME ME!! WILL BE HITTING STORES SOON.
WORKING ON THE NEXT SOLO ALBUM AND GOT SOMETHING IN THE WORKS THAT MAY OR MAY NOT HAPPEN GOTTA WAIT AND SEE ON THAT ONE. *WHISTLES* JUST USE A LITTLE PATIENCE, CUZ YOU AND I GOT WHAT IT TAKES...
YEP THAT'S IT FOLKS AND THAT WAS YOUR HINT TO WHAT'S IN THE WORKS TOO.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
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| OH GOD NO!!! SAY IT ISN'T SO |
[21 Mar 2003|01:42pm] |
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THROWN OUT OF MUST BE POP FOR NOT POSTING ENOUGH IN MY OWN GODDAMN JOURNAL. I CAN'T FUCKING GO ON. SOMEONE BRING ME SOME KLEENEX OR AT LEAST A ROLL OF FUCKING TOILET PAPER.
WHATEVER. I'M JESUS NOW SO WHAT MATTERS IS THAT I RULE.
AND I'M NOT, BY THE WAY, INSANE.
HOW DO WE KNOW?
1. IF I WAS INSANE I COULDN'T FUNCTION IN SOCIETY.
2. I'D PROBABLY DROOL ALL THE TIME OR TALK SO FAST THAT NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND ME WHEN I TRIED TO ORDER A BEER.
STILL NOT CONVINCED?
ALRIGHT IF I WAS INSANE NO ONE WOULD HAVE SEX WITH ME.
HA! POINT MADE.
NOW WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT TOILET PAPER?!
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| KNOCK KNOCK KNOCKIN ON HEAVEN'S DOOR BANG BANG BANG |
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WHAT THE FUCK?
HOW THE FUCK DID THIS FUCKING IDIOT GET TO BE THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES? DOES ANYONE ACTUALLY FUCKING KNOW ANYONE WHO REALLY FUCKING VOTED FOR HIM?
I KNOW I DON'T WANT A MUTHERFUCKING WAR FOR CHIRSTMAS AND I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE WHO FUCKING THINKS WE'RE GONNA DO IT NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS OVER IN IRAQ. THAT MOTHERFUCKER DECIDED TO GO TO WAR AND THAT'S FUCKING IT.
IT'S NOT GOING TO FUCKING MATTER WHAT THE FUCK GETS INVESTIGATED OR CLAIMED OR ANY MOTHERFUCKING THING AND THAT'S BULLSHIT.
I FUCKING SIT HERE AND JSUT SHAKE MY HEAD AND WONDER WHAT THE FUCK WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IN THIS FUCKING WORLD IF MY GOOD FRIEND JULIEN'S DAD HAD LIVED. HE WAS FUCKING SHOT BY A CRAZY MOTHERFUCKER OUTSIDE HIS HOTEL LONG ENOUGH AGO THAT MOST OF YOU PROBABLY DON'T EVEN FUCKING REMEMBER IT HAPPENING.
BUT YOU CAN TRUST ME ON THIS MUTHATRUCKERS IF JOHN LENNON HAD SURVIVED THIS WORLD WOULDN'T FUCKING BE THE WAY IT IS. WE'D ALL BE BETTER.
AND WE MIGHT ALL BE NAKED AND FUCKING HIGH AS FUCKING KITES ON REEFER BUT BY GOD WE'D BE ALIVE AND THERE WOULDN'T BE A HAIRY BUSH IN OFFICE ABOUT TO START A WAR WE DON'T HAVE TO BE IN.
FUCK
THAT FUCKING PISSES ME OFF THIS FUCKING CLOSE TO THANKSGIVING, FOR MOST OF YOU (THE CANADIANS GOT THAT OVER WITH A MONTH AGO) AND CHRISTMAS AND MOTHERFUCKING NEW YEARS EVE. STUPID MOTHERFUCKER.
THEY MIGHT AS WELL HAVE MADE AXL FUCKING PRESIDENT, THAT VOLATILE MOTHERFUCKER WOULD HAVE US IN A BIG ASS WAR BUT AT LEAST WE'D HAVE SEEN IT FUCKING COMING, THIS IS BULLSHIT AND I'M PISSED THE FUCK OFF. I'VE GOT KIDS THAT GOTTA GROW UP IN THIS SHIT.
FUCK.
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